And maybe yes, I’m prisoned inside those cages. I’m not so into exposing myself to everyone. I am easily freaked out when people stare at me. Oftentimes, I stutter when I talk to someone I don’t know or someone I just knew and that makes the whole conversation awkward. My heart thumps even when ordering in fastfood chains, not because the crew was handsome, but purely because I’m awkward in starting conversations. I always think that somewhere in the place I am staying, there is someone staring at me, not a ghost, but a person who has the eyes to see my awkwardness. I constantly think that for every action I do, there are always people who talk about it, just like Newton’s third law of motion. And basically, maybe that’s the reason why I don’t talk much to people who are new to me. Not only in the outside am I awkward, but even online. I owned a blog before, but I never wrote something in it, I only kept re-blogging pictures of different Korean men (K-pop idols Hahahah). I am afraid to let the people see who I really am and what things are running in my mind. But now, we had a blog as a project. It is not a really bad thing for me, because, maybe it is time to change a little bit of my so called “social awkwardness” now. So apparently, this is my first time to write a blog entry. To anyone who can read my blog, please bear with my lame entries.
So I guess in starting a conversation to someone, you start off with introducing yourself. My name is Jenissa Mari Seno Misa, and most people mispronounce my first name and misspell my second name. I am currently in my 16th year since August 23, 1996. I currently live in Cebu, Philippines. I am presently enrolled under BA Psychology I in UP Cebu. I am in the first year of college life, and I hope, I’ll make it through the succeeding years.
I am a short girl with big backpacks. I do love cute dresses and skirts, but I just don’t wear them. I often pair a shirt or a polo shirt with jeans. Cute stuffs or anything with a cute packaging attract my eyes. Those cute candy-makers from Japan and skin products of Etude House are some of my eyes’ candies, but I don’t buy them. Also, I am very eager to own every cute pig toy present in the world. I love pigs and I am sometimes sorry when I eat them. Despite of being fat, they are still cute, but I pity their lives because they grow just to be eaten. Pigs and I have very same habits—eating a lot and sleeping after devouring. Anyway, I love collecting pig toys. I also love cats, especially white cats. In fact, I own a white kitten now and I love petting it. Aside from the cute stuffs, I love dancing. And again, I am too shy to dance when people ask me to. Moving on, I am into K-pop and I am loyal to two groups only – Shinee and TVXQ. So perhaps, I have mentioned the general description of myself and I hope there exist people who are awkward like me so we can be friends and have awkward conversations.
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